angstycurtains

My cat is sitting next to me on the chair

Thu, 29 Jan 2009 23:21:22 GMT

sweet kitty sits here
a phantom cat i knew not
where did she come from

these are from religions today, i was bored. and now i am bored again. but i want to stay on the computer so i will pretend i am typing up work or something while i am really jsut wasting alot of time typing up these. this way at least, i will be slightly less bored for about two-three minutes. i really do have things to do too...

1.) boredom in class lasts
waiting for the clock to move
(H)hope sits sinks and sights

2.) Hinduism, what?
I was so not listening
Right, symbolism.

3.)You are not funny
I wish that you would shut up
Taylor needs to choke

4.)Sometimes Ms.Field whines
you need to participate
but we are hungry

5.) soon - seven minutes
freedom is temporary
i will be back soon

6.) pollution sucks much
the poor Ganges River floats
cremated bodies

7.) david ricardo
karen hates his entire life
maybe he will die

8.) tantric smiles flower
he-he images in church
counting down the days

9.) you're so serious
with your stuff scarves and schooling
i hate you so much

10.) i did not read this
and i don't care not at all
blah blah blah blah blah

11.) the god of all things
is whom oblations are for
panda disagrees

12.) there's a golfball there
is he drinking a golfball?
golfballs FOR THE WIN!

13.) Ms. field wants us to
draw a picture of God please
I draw gypsy punks

Fri, 26 Dec 2008 17:50:19 GMT

oh, i had the most amazing dream last night! it was pretty great.

but really. i need to go brush my teeth now. :)

in toher news

Tue, 23 Dec 2008 02:58:12 GMT

kerry's pregant? and married? WTF??!?!?!?!?!

fdyghghgh

Sat, 20 Dec 2008 00:34:32 GMT

http://livingwithpeter.blogspot.com/

my parents read the part about the hanging out of the window and such. but i am not in trouble foronce! yayyy.

so anyway, i dont want to lose this link. so this is pointless.

fuckkkkkk

Tue, 16 Dec 2008 23:57:30 GMT

ten page papers.

TEN!!!!!

i hate youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ssosososso much. especially since they are rough drafts. and telford doesnt care if they suck or not. but they *have* to be ten. this is stupid!

i am the sun!

Mon, 08 Dec 2008 21:15:40 GMT

except not. that is for harrison and karen!

saturday was pretty epic. saw regis AND brian? or what is his name?

currently working on marie curie project.

it is suprisingly hard toget the glow stick juice into a cylinder.

i have a box!

euro today was pretty much amazing as well. what with einstein on the beach and chris going "WOAH WOAH WOAHHH!" and dancing and laughing at lauras awesome powerpoint and whatnot.

IR was good too, fields sister came in. twenty two years! 22 years! between fieldy and her eldest sibling. indeed!

wilhemina! haa.

now to research...

ummmmmmmmm i don't want to.

SO MUCH TO DO. i can't even wrap my mind around it.

it tastes like glow-stick in my mouth :(

before i start to be productive

Mon, 01 Dec 2008 21:33:53 GMT

i'm going to write about my day!

right now an old M.I.A. mixed CD i found is playing. but the only songs that aren't all skippy because of being scratched are Sunshowerzzzz and jimmy (ajaaaaaaaaaaaaa)

so i have had both of those songs, as well as the other one...that i had stuck in my head today but can't remember, stuck in my head today.

stuck.

in my head.

i blocked shelbie in the bathrooms today and then had a fit of laughter.

that movie in english sucks.

telford.

ugh.

I.R. i don't think i really like sitting on the floor. there is nothing for me to rest on! maybe if i could move my backpack ro something. i would relaly just prefer to sit in a circle.

typing correctly is not my style.

on my bus today i saw both panda and khelsi running! by me on the bus!

exciting.

i went to hte bank and got gas.

now i have to write a position paper.

NOOOOOOOOOOO.

i made tofu stirfry. yay.

i don't want to do the simulation. at all.

blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i want to sleep! SLEEEEEEEPPPP!P!P!P!P!PP!P!!!!!!!

anyway, this weekend at work on break was stupid and a bad idea.

khelsi, i really like my CD!

i guess i will start that paper now.

wah wah wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

wah wah wahhhh

Wed, 26 Nov 2008 02:38:48 GMT

i just woke up.

i feel really sick.

not supreme.

today after school was fun :)

panda, you have a great tree-fort!

friday

Sat, 22 Nov 2008 18:21:34 GMT

IR was great! dancing and sitting on the floor and such. "i agree with catie and noelle" ummm... that's impossible! dumbass!

i resolve to read all the articles in the next economist!

the euro quiz was kind of bad i think, but whatever :)

oh! and study! ohhhhhhhhhh study. i got a nice parking place and becca drove me to my house to get my senior priveledge form and then to vickies. hahahahha. nice CD!

after school jaunya and i talked to stedman and it was fantastic! she asked alot of questions about collectivism and we had answers for all of them! even though we had to discuss the handi-capped one. but that's great! we hadn't thought of it! she says hi to taylor and says she thinks its great that we love to learn new ideas and wonders why we weren't in her history class. jaunya totally should have been in that class!

then we walked to the back parking lot and khelsi and merry were already in my car. we went to the WLT/pagoda and had a nice service/funeral for boris.

drove to vickies.

left vickies.

moved everything out of my room because taylor is home and tried to relax before going to work. taylor came home. we both talked to the family about the benefits of communes, there is an anarchist convention or something at Brown soon.

went to work but no one was there? it was very eerie. no valet sign, no cars except for one truck out front, NO cars in the back field. matt and mikes cars? not next to the kitchen place! only andrews mercedes. lights off. confusion. walk away. go to vickies.

blahb lah blahsoidfhihs for a long time. danielle and jaunya would be so cute! darren came and aryan and tom ratelle was there for alittle bit. becca came.

waited to go see nick m.

what nice mittens!

NICK M! switching shifts because of some DUMB health issue for some DUMB other employee. met chris m? i think? don't know.

bought a plant for chris. mother/son combination named it george, he's an environmentalist. and omnisexual!

went back to vickies and wrote the letter to chris/mcginn family.

went to chris's!

thought a flag was a person, left plant on the porch..

ran away. becca blasted some tunes.

i hope they like their present :)

now to write my hamlet paper! about hte gravedigger. weeeeeeeee.

...

Fri, 21 Nov 2008 02:32:03 GMT

boris is dead.

i think.

TECH SUPPORT TO major computerrrr

Tue, 18 Nov 2008 02:58:33 GMT

i don't have to work saturday! YAYYYY!Y!!!!!!! I LOVE MATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i got home and called matt and was like....i don't want to! because i couldn't think of an excuse! and he was just like, OKAY! that's cool! you are always here anyway! so yes!!! successssssssssss. now i have a day to do things. like homework.

and then i sat around and was really bored. really reallly realllllly bored. i thought about going to vickies to see panda and merry and khelsi but then i taped my face. and then i peeled the tape off. and then i was really red so i didn't want to go out of the house.it was a boring time.

today was boring.

that basically sums it up.

i want salsa.

tomorrow is blood day! giving it away.

paid faux ze chynagh trayppe toughdai. yarhhhhhhhhhie.

i love international relations, and i love field. but seriously. she needs to learn how to FACILITATE discussion. with the class. like the students. like the students talking. not. her opinion. on EVERONES POINT. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. we didn't even get to really talk about the transvestite article.

oh wait! study was fun. that was not boring. and english was good too. telford was great. intellectuals question shit!

now to read and analyze those poems! and have salsa!

cereal

Sun, 16 Nov 2008 01:18:40 GMT

work was good.

lonely, but good. maybe i don't want to quit yet? we talked alittle bit about adult-sized feety pajamas and new years today.

sandwiches, fridges.

cherie is doing well (thinning hair?) and marie will never eat her soup.

i am not hungry but i am having cereal now.

texting jaunya about "badger"

i hate when you do that

and i am really starting to dislike you and hope you can't and don't. okay? so don't! even if you find out that you can! you will ruin it! HYPOTHETICAL RUINER!

speaking of ruining things...these people that have never done the cake before did it today and totally failed. it was like a mom and her son? the kid was interesting and kept coming back into the kitchen to talk to me which was nice because it was the day-shift. but like the cake...sucked. mike couldn't even look at it. and then the bottom started to slide off because the frosting didn't set well and it wasn't balanced or whatever. i felt kind of bad for them, because that would probobly have happened to me if i tried to make a wedding cake. but i mean... c'mon. you are a professional. it was the most horrible thing i have seen ever.

i hope jackie doesn't care!

i hate this weather.

robert macowiakkkkkk

Thu, 13 Nov 2008 01:04:45 GMT

i can't spell his last name, and i SEE HIM EVERYWHERE!!!!!

this computer

Sun, 09 Nov 2008 02:13:49 GMT

is not working

relief! an evening long, international, sigh of relief!

Wed, 05 Nov 2008 23:13:09 GMT

"WHAT?! WHAT?! WHATTTTTTTTT?!?!?!?! JEN!! JEN!! REFRESH THE PAGE!!!"

and then awesomeness.

gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo everybody!

today was fabulous. the first day of ten weeks of waiting for obama to become president.

i woke up, tired, ehhh and then i remembered, OBAMA WON!! and i was alert in a second!

in english, telford told us a fabulous story about an old school he used to teach at, and how he dealt with psychos and helped the kids and threatened people! IT WAS AMAZING! I LOVE TELFORD!!

and then study, went to vickies. got some coffeeee. met an old lady who was so excited she couldn't order right haha.

they was doing stuff to thebuilding!

and then euro. and it was. the least exciting time of the day. we worked on questions. and talked alittle bit about the election. lunch was weird. people were randomly obnoxious. the campus supervisors! dude! khelsi! dude! hahaha

IR WAS AMAZING!!!! I LOVE IRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. we just talked the whole block. about the election and then just funny stories about how PK was attacked by some crazy guy on the england trip hahaha. and it was glorious and just made the day awesome.

so now im doing my homework. and there is a wholeeeeeee lot of it tonight. but i felt like i should have written something about today, considering it's the best day ever.

after school merry khelsi and i went into putnam, then toooooooooo merry's houe, saw the cat drink out of the faucet, went toooooooo the field, went in the woods, timmy-fed. hahaha and then it all came out! KHELSI MADE ME LAUGH!!!!!!!! then the tree....was she thinking what i was thinking? the dogs came out and barked and were dogs. we went to khelsi's

it was the movie! the movie lasted the whole time tooo.

then i left. now i'm here. not doing homework i should be doing..

i love obama.

oh! i stood up for the pledge today!

OH FUCK YEAHHH

Tue, 04 Nov 2008 23:01:06 GMT

taylor is home now, he voted for the first time today!

OBAMA!!!

OBAMAMAMAMAMAMAMAMAMAMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

i am so excited! i know he's going to win! I KNOW IT! HE HAS TO WIN!

if only i could vote.

but i canvassed! i made phone calls! i tried! i sent energy!

i am sending energy!

after dinner im heading over to zachs to watch some sweet political coverage.

i think i might get noise makers.

i am so excited i can't sit still.

i am SO FUCKING EXCITED!

this has been a great day all around.

what with the last edition of W.E.T. and the video! HAHAHAHA!!!
anddddddddddd that's it really.

I AM SOOOOOOOOOO PUMPED MOTHER FUCKERS!

charles hatfield!

Fri, 24 Oct 2008 23:40:12 GMT

half-day! UN t-shirts! I'm chile, could you warm me up?

engish- the skit! EPIC!
study- EURO AND SHIRTS!
EURO! STUFF! WOW I HATEEEEEEEE YOU
IR! STUFF! PUTTING STUFF TOGETHER!

and then becca, khelsi, merry and i visited timmy on camp road! and what a road it is! i picked up the pie. they were annoyed. oh well. the pie boat was kind of cool. khelsi's timmyfood was drooly. merry's was the intro.

then we were driving and it was SO NICE and everything was happy and the weather was warmish and it was summery and the road was smooth and just like of rolling around.

and then we visited panda and spiro and mac! SPIRO! and i learned the brief history of the spot where i was. spiro played with that cap for a long time.

and then we drove the long way back to becca's house. and becca got out of the car and was tired like a mother!

AND THEN THE REAL FUN BEGAN! not because becca left. that's not why. i think it kind of sounded like that when i wrote it out. anyway.

we're driving back, im going in neutral. and i just keep neutraling it! and we keep going! and we slow, and then khelsi and i push it, and then we jump in and roll, and roll! and we go up the hill, and we go down the hill, backwards! and more backwards! and then we coast backwards all down the hill. and we stop. and THERE is CHARLIE HATFIELD! he walks up to the car. we get out of the car. we talk to charlie. he sticks his head out at us. i pick him some tasty grass. he eats it! his tounge looks like oreo cookie icecream. and it is long and very swirely. kind of like what i picture wind-mills to have been like. and i continue to pick him food, and he keeps eating it. khelsi pets him, and he likes that. i pet him and he likes that. but he doesnt like when you met near his horns! just the nose-place. so i kept feeding him. he was great. khelsi fed him as well. and then we left. sadness. i walk back to the car, charlie hatfield looks on. oh charlie! i will visit you again soon. you were so good to me.

and then we went to vickies. and then i went home. and i slept. and cleaned. and now im tired again. and i don't have ANY redline.

i miss charles hatfield! THIS WAS A GREAT DAY!

ucmunnnn

Sun, 19 Oct 2008 19:29:15 GMT

wednesday! - -- - - -- - -------- woke up at SIX because i didnt want to leave my car in the parking lot. i havent woken up that early in awhile. went to the bus stop, arden ran back to the house looking for temporary tattoos, not realizing i was just kidding... did some more research and printing of sources and such. went to english. its now in the IR room! which is kind of weird. we had some good discussions! people kept coming in and out leaving because of luggage for the trip and such. and then i had study for awhile and karen and jaunya and i printed out alot of stuff! and then we left and got stuff and waited outside the bowen building! the bus came! the bus ride! played My Dog with panda and jaunya. uconn! called taylor a million times! put everything in that room and then had free time to walk around. but it was not a city! we went to the student union and the library and tried to use the computers and did use them and then went back to the hotel. worked on opening speeches. went to the place to get breakfast foods with panda! success! back to the room. food stuffs. western business attire. black skirt buttons with celery shirt. then opening ceremony! then to the room with melissa incera! then understanding why everyone is like "they're so STUPID". tried to convince iran to join the collective

hotel. jon and jaunya came over. talky talky. leavey leavy! curfew was enforced by patrolling admin! moses and sarah ordered pizza, i went to the shower and when i came out, there was pizza! WOWOWWOWOOWOWOWW

the next morning was all day committee ness! food stuffs! black pants and polka dotted yellow shirt! INTERESTING! FASCINATING! I KNOW!! I KNOW!! and then domination. germany finally came over to my bloc by the end of the day. YES GERMANY, YOU ALLOW ABORTION. russian fed and i became tight. just like the real nations! netherlands! yay! really tan, and like, natural! cool! UAE was coooool! taylor and ms.field came into my room for alittle bit! i was suprises and happy! yay! then we went back to the hotel and got changed and went out for thai phude. taylor came! yay! BROTHER!!! he is going to go to argentina next semester! he is interested in the collective! his friend zack will be interested to hear about it as well! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. we left, bye taylor!

then we went to that thing they did instead of the delegate dance. the dancey slavey fighting thing was cool. couldn't really see, but it looked like fun. the improv group was fairy funny. emmett and jaunya went up there. PULP FICTION! PROM NIGHT! yes. the "con men" were kind of jerkish. that one gave woodstock a shoutout. HOW COOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLL. ms.dziedzic knew all the words! cute!

and then back to our hotel room! and then mel and emily and emmett and jon and jaunya were over and we played writey drawey. emmett kept calling greg a bitch and such. everyones papers were hilarious!

OH SHIT! I FORGOT! TINY PANDA AND JAUNYA! NOT EVEN ORAL SEX! DUMPSTER! AMANDA! hahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaa.

then sunday! garrett sent me a note telling me to be crazy. so i was! defective fetuses need to be flushed out! outrage! turkey never issued me an apology.
then i set the topic for the last half hour to talk abotu the collective. i think i have some converts.

then chilling at the hotel! then the bus again! emmett was scary and angry once more! scary eyes! bus basically, the continuum continues in the hearts of many.

sarah posed a good question about adultery.

then we were back, sadly, and everyone left but emmett and i. so i talked to ms. field and dziedzzzzzz i nthe sun and emmy was lurking in the shadows and was very unsociable.

my mom picked me up.

misunderstanding!

i fell asleep. dinner with family in honor of ardennnnnnnnnnnnnnnn being a teenager and whatnot. she got a nintendo DS. worst gift ever. giving in to her materialism. my mom got it for her. chuckles and i disaprove. she needs to read books. ahhh arden.
more presents and cake and whatnot happy happy time.

then i left! yay! i was so glad to get out! went to vickies, of course. zach, karen and panda were outside. we stayed outside. talked. jaunya and friend were there. they found out lying was fun? i'm not totally sure. karen left. darren came. struggling artist. and then panda was gone, and zach was going and so i went.

went to stonebridge place. chilled. literally and figuratively. called candace to see if she wanted to come or if anyone did for that matter. no answer. and so i sat. and thought. and came to many a great realization! THANKS!

drove around aimlessly. crossed right!

home. read some of that book. went to bed wicked late.

today i still have to read and write and think and thinkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

cant go out at all today/tonight even though the plans are awesome!

se la vie!

cause i still love to wash in your old bathwater

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 00:30:42 GMT

love to think that you couldn't love another

yeah. i've been on a no doubt kick for the past few days.

my beowulf paper? not written. euro? not studied.

but everything is clean!

the sacrifices i make for things that smell like stolen laundry sheets.

jimi on my mind

Thu, 09 Oct 2008 00:46:42 GMT

Oh, remember the mocking bird, my baby bun
He used to sing for his supper, baby
Yes he used to sing for his supper, babe
He used to sing so sweet
Since my baby left me he ain’t sang for two long days

fillin out dah phurmz

Tue, 07 Oct 2008 00:42:18 GMT

today was not excellent.

english- telford is back.

study- stuff. work. sidetracked! dziedzzzzzzzzz.

euro- eh

IR- boringggg as helll

but afterschool panda and i got the kim jong il costume at salvation army!

then i had a headache. i came home and accidentialyijoertuylylyly fell asleep.

now i forget what i have to do tonight and don't care to attempt it.

WHATEVZZZZZ.

i think i made the wrong decision! :( sadness ensues.

so much to do!

Sat, 04 Oct 2008 22:30:42 GMT

why am i on the computer?

work at eight.

dishes dished wasabi breakfast dishes dished reorganize back pantry (beautiful) dishes flower room! volcano! ghost! dishes dishes carrie! jill! flowers & lemons! set up the servers. can i do it if i have to? YES. pineapple on the black one.

i came home and crashed. and watched fallen. and it had a terrible ending. dumbbbbbb.

now to do work. eh.

tomarrow, kim jung il costume shopping? other homework? yahhhhhhh.

i dont even know what i have for homework other than writing the conclusion.

i am SO FUCKING TIRED.

work.

i love it but...i would also really like not doing it. no. then i would be sad. WORK! LOVE! WORK! LOVE!

i spent seven hours at vickies yesterday. HKOLY SHIT!

but its okay because zach, jon and i figured out a few secrets of the universe. we are part of the coalition, but we ARE the continuum!

hahrhghg

Thu, 02 Oct 2008 21:38:19 GMT

i skipped convocation! YES! i HAAAAATTTTTTEEEEEE convocation.

and chris drew a penis-son on our poster of peter the great.

jimmy got an award.

AND THEN we went to pick up trash. TRAVIS BAGTUMOR!

and THENNNNNN we went to pricechopper. panda got some stuffssssssssssss. i realized baked apples would fail.

and THENNNNNN panda got a holographic tattoo.

and tHENNNNNN we went to vickis and panda got a latte!

AND THEN WE SAW HARRISON AND GAY GARRET AND LADY FRIEND! gay garrett and lady friend are libras, whereas harrison is a leo.
but before that, panda had a giant brain fart.

HAH AHAH AHAHAHaHAHAHAH AH AShushuhaifhiudhaahahaaaaaaa

i wont be laughing if she gets abducted though!

get your mind togetherrrrrrrrrr

Wed, 01 Oct 2008 21:30:05 GMT

today is the first day in sixth months.

place at the traintracks.

struggle, then, SUCCESS!

saw davyyyyyyyy and deanieeeee and others. they were satisfied!

WE WERE SATISFIED!

now, for the cat...

sun showerZZZ

Tue, 30 Sep 2008 21:14:56 GMT

today was interesting.

i went in to school! because i felt alot better!

english was...nice...someone needs to bring in a camera tomarrow! i was very caffienated. like. alot. katie asked if i had vodka in my energy drink? not really! it IS redline! sean gilmartin appoligized. sweet.

study was fun with karen and becca and jon and nate and victoria station.

euro was fun with the presentation and then..."working" on that thing we have to do sometime.

I.R. was fun except that ms. field yelled at me quite a bit.
i guess jimmy has never seen rocky horror picture show. so. we must make him watch it!

then i had no perephrial (can't spell!) vision, and it started to downpour. but i was able to drive merry to TJ maxx (where i bought socks and helium balloons) without crashing. so basically, driving with only tunnel vision is fine.

on the negative side, some people...were being little bitches today. i tried to ignore the bitch-ness, but to what extent can i fuzz it outttttttt???????? TO WHAT EXTENT???? i guess we shall find out....BITCH!

now im off to clean and do homework! yayyyyy